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01:57 pm
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HOWDY!
i realized something that i need to tell you. yesterday i was upset really bad but....., then i realized that people are people and everyone makes mistakes. i know i cant dance but who cares, im gonna dance the way i want to and if anyone tries to help me dance or change the way i dance is pathetic because, the way i dance is the way i have fun and if people dont llike it than they could go change someone elses dance moves. i love myself and i love the way i have fun cause im happy when i do have fun. i have friends and a boyfriend that cares for me andlikes me the way i am so im happy to say i love myself and i love having fun.
megan
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12:01 am
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NOTHING
I WISH I CHILD AGAIN, BECAUSE THAN YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANY OF THIS. I FEEL LIKE THIS ISNT ME BUT WHEN I LISTEN TO MUSIC, IT MAKES ME ALL BETTER. I MISS MY CHILDHOOD.
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11:44 pm
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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!!!
GUYS I NEED YOUR HELP! I WENT TO A DANCE TODAY AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN. IF I WASNT HAVING FUN, I JUST WENT TO LISTEN TO THE BANDS AND BOB MY HEAD, THEN I WENT BACK TO THE DANCE FLOOR AND TRIED DANCING AGAIN. I MUST HAVE WENT BACK AND FORTH SO MANY TIMES I LOST COUNT. THEN ALMOST AT THE END, I WAS DANCING W/ MY FRIEND AND SHE STARTED SHOWING ME HOW TO DANCE AND THAT UPSET ME CAUSE I KNOW I CANT DANCE AND THATS WHY NONE OF THE GUYS DANCED W/ ME, THEY DANCED WITH MY FRIENDS AND I FELT AWKWARD SO I WENT TO GO WATCH THE BANDS. RIGHT NOW, I'M LIKE IN TEARS LISTENING TO FEEDER, I KNOW I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK BUT THIS HURTS. I'M NEVER GOING TO ANOTHER STUPID DANCE AGAIN BECAUSE YOUR SUPPOSE TO HAVE FUN AT DANCES AND I CANT HAVE FUN BECAUSE I CANNOT DANCE AND THATS THE WHOLE PART OF GOING TO DANCES. EVERYONE AROUND ME WAS DANCING GREAT BUT WHEN I DANCED, IT WAS LIKE NO ONE WANTED TO DANCE WITH ME EXCEPT MY FRIEND CHRISTINA AND I THANK HER FOR THAT, FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND. I LOVE OF EVERYTHING ABOUTH MYSELF EXCEPT MY DANCING. I'M A SWIMMER NOT A DANCER. I NEED TO JUST BREATHE BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I CANT BREATHE. I NEED TO FIND OUT WHO I AM...,TALK TO YA LATER.
MEGAN
P.S. I LOVE YOU DAVID, YOUR SUCH A GREAT BOYFRIEND AND I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW, YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL AND I NEED TO TALK TO YOU CAUSE YOU ALWAYS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE AND NOW I REALLY NEED A SMILE.
P.P.S. I LOVE YOU CHRISTINA, YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND. YOU HELP ME FEEL WANTED.
I NEED YOU BOTH RIGHT NOW!
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07:49 pm
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OMG! GUESS WHAT......?
guys, i have a friend that gave me the greatest music ever. my favorit part of 311 is ambur is the color of your energy. i just want to thank him for that. i labsolutely love 311 and feeder. oh and i am going to north carolina to visit my birth father for a week and a half. woo hooo. i cant wait to see someone who i haven't seen in 9 years or even talked to. my boyfriend is in buena vista and i hope he is having a great time. i am going to buena vista in july and i hope he could come. and i realized that the way people think of me is their opinion and not mine, so i dont care what they think of me because i might think different, i'm not gonna let it affect me anymore. I LOVE MUSIC! MUSIC IS MY LIFE! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!
G2G, LOVE YOU
MEGAN
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11:58 am
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UM UM UM...............HI?
i found out some pretty bad news about my friend. i just hope the worse works out for her, i dont want her to do something she will regret, because she has three things she should be happy about. one is that she has me and two other guys that really care about her. second is that its summer, a time where you are suppose to have fun and just go with the flow. if my friend is reading this i would tell her to not worry, the problems shes having, just dont worry, sit down, talk it out and dont piss them off. because if you do then you are just gonna get hurt again. i went throught it to but then i learned to shut my mouth and just let my problems talk and just not get in there way. i pretty much give them what they want. i just listen so i dont get hurt 'cause i hate when i get in trouble. i just really hope if she reads this, she wont get mad at me. i am just trying to help. if she needs to talk, i am always here and she can always come to me to talk about things. i will try my best to help her and work things out. I AM UPSET TO! I AM UPSET THAT SHE KEEPS THINKING THAT THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD IS DYING! PLEASE DONT TAKE THAT PERSONAL, SOMETIMES I THINK THAT TO. I JUST THINK SHE NEEDS TO TAKE A VACATION LIKE HAVE FUN DURING SUMMER 'CAUSE SCHOOL WILL BE BACK VERY SOON! SO DONT WORRY, JUST HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU CAN! JUST DON'T GET IN TROUBLE!
love you,
megan
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10:40 pm
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i am so happy
my boyfriend david called me and i couldnt help but smile. i found out that hes in angermanagement for awhile. but i am gonna be supportive. we were talking about how much we are going to be together. we make each other happy and we are always gonna keep in touch and we're gonna be together and try to be together forever. he said what are u doing hangin out with someone that older than u and i said shes my great friend. and i said that hes older than me and he said something that made me happy , he said that we would probably be together when he's 50 and i'm 46. thats not bad at all. then we had to go and he said i love you and i said i love him to. guys i think i found my soulmate. i finally dont have to look anymore because i found the guy that i love that i know he wont lie to me and i could trust him because he tells me things no one else knows but me. and i tell him things that i dont tell my friends here. i cannot wait until high school is over so i could drive to pamona to see him. or when im a junior. i love david so much, if he hurts me, i would probably not want to talk to any of my friends and family. i love you guys,
megan
p.s. i love my friends deeply and i just hope for the best for them. and my friend who is like my best friend didnt want to go home from my house so i want to tell her that if she gets scared of her family and doesnt want to be at home, then she could always come to my house. my parents love her and said it was alright.
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09:36 pm
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HI
HEY GUYS! I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING. LOVE IS WHEN YOU ARE WITH THAT SPECIAL PERSON AND NOTHING COMES BETWEEN THAT. I JUST WITNESSED IT TODAY. MY TWO FRIENDS FIGHT ALL THE TIME BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE IN LOVE AND THEY KNOW BUT JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I KNOW THAT WHEN WE GET OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL, THEY ARE PROBABLY GONNA BE TOGETHER. I KNOW IT SO IF THEY READ THIS ENTRY THEN I TELL THEM TO STOP BEING STUPID AND FOR HEAVENS SAKE BE TOGETHER BECAUSE I KNOW THAEY WANT TO. THEY JUST GET ON EACHOTHERS NERVES LIKE AN OLD MARRIED COUPLE. AND I READ MY FRIENDS JOURNAL ABOUT LOVE AND I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT MY FRIEND IS ABSOLUTELY RIGHT AND I WISH I COULD MEET HIM CAUSE HE SOUNDS REALLY FUN TO HANG OUT WITH AND HE SOUNDS VERY SWEET WHEN HE WANTS TO BE AND HE IS VERY NICE WHEN HES NOT CRANKY OR JUST WOKE UP. SO TO END THIS ENTRY, I JUST WANT TO SAY, THAT THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE IS OUT THERE AND YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK VERY CLOSELY BECAUSE THE PERSON COULD BE YOUR ENEMY AND YOU WOULDNT KNOW IT CAUSE YOU DIDNT TAKE THE TIME TO LOOK.
LOVE YOU GUYS,
MEGAN
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10:33 pm
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hi hi hi hi!
hey guys! im really happy and i dont know why. i cant wait till i dance on june12. it is gonna be so much fun. i listened to anastacia who is really pretty and has an awesome voice. i'm gonna try to get a six pack starting now. that is my goal and i am gonna do it cuz i can. people used to say that i care to much of what people think but i could care less right now. what people think is their problem not mine. if they dont like me then thats their opinion. well i gotta go.
luv ya guys,
megan
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10:11 pm
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NEVERMIND
HEY THATS A MISTAKE, I DANCE WITH A LOT OF GUYS BUT NONE OF THEM SEEM LIKE THE PERSON THAT I WANT THEM TO BE AND THE PERSON WHO I WANT TO BE WITH. YES MY FRIEND IS A GREAT DANCER BUT I CAN DANCE REALLY GOOD EXCEPT THAT DAY AT THE DANCE, MY KNEE WAS INJURED AND I COULD NOT BEND IT BARELY. ANY WAYS I AM REALLY TIRED RIGHT NOW BUT SINCE THERES A DANCE ON JUNE12, LETS JUST SAY IM NOT GONNA GET INJURED CUZ IM GONNA BE DANCIN THE NIGHT AWAY ALL DAY AND I HOPE DAVID COULD COME CUZ HE'LL BE GETTING HIS CAR THAN.
LOVE U GUYS
MEGAN
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09:48 pm
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HEY GUYS
HEY THIS IS MY VERY FIRST ENTRY SO LETS MAKE IT GOOD. I WENT TO A DANCE YESTERDAY AND IT SEEMED THAT NO ONE WANTED TO DANCE WITH ME THAT EVERY GUY WANTED TO DANCE WITH MY FRIEND AND EVEN MY FRIEND DANCED WITH SOMEONE ELSE. IT WAS LIKE I WAS THE THIRD WHEEL AND WHEN THEY LEFT MY FRIEND STILL DID NOT WANT TO DANCE WITH ME, SHE DANCED WITH TWO OTHER GUYS OR JUST LEFT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE. I KNOW THAT I PROBABLY CANNOT DANCE LIKE HER OR KNOW A LOT OF GUYS BUT I JUST WISH THAT I CAN GO TO A DANCE AND DANCE WITH GUYS AND HAVING THEM WANT TO DANCE WITH ME AND NOT DOING IT CUZ MY FRIENDS TOLD HIM TO OR IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME. WELL IM REALLY GLAD THAT I HAVE SOMEONE WHO I NO THAT THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND I CAN COUNT ONE THEM WHEN I FEEL SAD, HAPPY OR JUST BORED. ONE PERSON WHO MAKES ME SMILE ALL THE TIME. ONE PERSON WHO WAITS FOR ME AND MISSES ME AND CARES FOR ME SO I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME OUT TO SAY THAT THE PERSON THAT MAKES ME SMILE ALL THE TIME IS THE PERSON THAT I LOVE. I LOVE YOU DAVID GRZESKIEWICZ!
WELL I HOPE THAT THIS VERY 1ST ENTRY IS GOOD.
GOOD NIGHT GUYS!
MEGAN
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